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Great Sadness… (2/24/19)

Great Sadness… (2/24/19)

Hello everyone. It is with great sadness that I have to tell you our beloved Jessica has passed away. She passed peacefully this evening with her mother, father and I by her side. Thank you all for everything. The support we have received has been nothing short of amazing. We will never be able to accurately express our gratitude towards all of you. We miss her so much already but we know Jessica is at peace now, cancer free and…

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It takes a village… (1/25/19)

It takes a village… (1/25/19)

Good goodmorning everyone! Sorry it has taken so long. I’ve had a long few months. I cant be left alone so Brad and so he and mymom have been trading off. Brad’s mom has been taking them to school…(im telling its takes a village) I’ve been in a lot of pain and having trouble walking. I haven’t left the house since chirstmas,lost another 5 llbs and having trouble talking texting and too weak to bathe myself.. it’s been a little…

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Several Changes (12/14/18)

Several Changes (12/14/18)

Good morning!It’s been a while since I have been on here with an update. Honestly in the past few months there have been several changes. I’m not able to eat very well and go days without eating which makes me very weak. Which has left me losing around 4 to 5 lbs a week. I’ve lost probably guessing 50lbs am no longer able to drive very long distances cause I’m in creditably weak. Now my Mother in law takes my…

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The exhaustion is indescribable (11/13/18)

The exhaustion is indescribable (11/13/18)

Good morning 😊 This is probably the 1st day since my last post I’ve had the energy to post anything. The exhaustion I’m experiencing is indescribable. So that takes me into my update. For me my days consist of about 90%sleep. I’m not eating well, I’m not talking to anyone and I basically camp out in my bedroom. I’m trying to over come this, but I’m struggling. So if you call or text, chances are I’m sleeping and won’t respond right away.😕 With this…

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I’m holding on… (10/7/18)

I’m holding on… (10/7/18)

Hello❤ just stopping in so ya know I’m still hanging on! The reason that I word it like that is because recently I heard an old lifehouse song and there’s a line that says “I’m holding on, barely breathing. With a broken heart, that’s still bleeding.” That couldnt ring more true for me. Best way to describe me right is that I’m walking around with a broken heart. Broken for all the reasons you could come up with, but I try…

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Not my usual post (9/2/18)

Not my usual post (9/2/18)

Alright this isnt going to be like my usual posts.. First those of you that have friends with my kiddos I would like you to keep this private from them. The following info we plan on telling our kids next week, we just have to collect and meet the right resources cause we dont know how…. I’m going to post my update very simply and after we get our bearings and tell our children, I will come back on and…

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Starting palliative care (8/14/18)

Starting palliative care (8/14/18)

Hello! I apologize I’ve been letting so much time pass between my updates. I honestly haven’t had the energy to put together a status. Every day is different…different pain, feeling, problem etc. Since my last update I’ve been in the hospital I think twice and had my ureter stint replaced for the 3rd time. The hospital visits one of as kidney issues and one was a reaction to a medication. Not fun but this is my new normal. I have…

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Rough Week – (4/8/18)

Rough Week – (4/8/18)

Hello! Stopping on here tonight as this is the best way to mass communicate 💜 As you know this past week has been somewhat rough. I have to be honest I don’t have a huge memory before yesterday but I can recall I couldn’t answer my phone and was unable to carry on my daily responsibilities. When I get like this, I hide out. I don’t want my loved ones to worry and honestly I don’t have the energy to even put…

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New Chemo – (6/28/18)

New Chemo – (6/28/18)

Hi friends💙 Wanted to post a quick update. So since my last update the beginning of June this is the latest. The new chemo seems to be tolerable until the end of the 2nd week. Basically I’m on the pills 2 weeks then off a week. They cause me all the normal side effects exhaustion, nausea and digestive problems. I had all the above with them to the next level last weekend which was the end of the 2nd week cycle….

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Its Been a Struggle – (6/12/18)

Its Been a Struggle – (6/12/18)

Hello! Haven’t updated in a while and I apologize😔 Truth is I’ve been struggling both physically and mentally. Since my last update I’ve had a hospital stay, started a new chemo and I’m sure more but it’s all a whirlwind. I’m still fighting this beast and trying to stay positive!! I will try to get on this evening to give a more detailed update. I was just laying here and feeling super thankful for all the support and wanted to say…

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